Baby Vivian, maybe only after few years later you can read and know something about your life and some people aroud you. That's cheering, I think. Till yesterday you have been in our life for one month. You know what? It was the first anniversary for your aunt Alexa to be in America. No matter you, your parents and others, everybody got some changes everyday. I hope you got and wil get what you reaally need indeed and to be an excelent girl. See you soon.